A Precious Memorial

Over the last month or so I have really been working hard at getting through the miscarriage that my husband and I experienced this past December. I have to say that nothing in the world could ever prepare you for the pain that a miscarriage can cause. My husband Matt and I did not know that we were expecting again but it still hurts just the same. And I often think that maybe had we had the miscarriages before our two children that we have now then maybe the pain would not have been so intense.

I thank God every day for the children that we have. We are truly blessed by them and we really could not have asked for better kids. I realize though that this probably happened now because we do have children. Perhaps, God allowed this to happen now because we have the children. They have provided an incredible amount of support for us through this time and I am not so sure that I would have made it through this time without their unconditional love and at times overwhelming concern for me and my well being. They keep me going each day even when I want to just throw my hands up in the air and give up.

I made this video in memory of the two babies that I lost. Its just another thing that I felt that I had to do to help me grieve this loss.

I also want to thank every person who has supported us through this time. We would not have made it without the continual support and love that you have given us. God Bless you all. Christine

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